Born a defect.

dear mother.

You may confine me thinking you are teaching me a lesson… but you are only making me a bitter,angry child. Its not like i didnt know what i did was wrong… i knew it was but i did it anyways… punishing me wont do anything but make me clean up my tracks better not to get caught a second time. Id do it again honestly. I was with my best friend and boyfriend and i had fun <3 The only thing from stopping me from repeating this incident is the fact that you will send me to my fathers but then… id just live with my boyfriend… but then how would i get my medicne to live? thats the thing thats stopping me (always sets me back). Im angry and cant wait to be off this stupidity we call punishment and even then its not really because my best friend gives me her phone and my boyfriend comes to visit and when he cant kamber takes me to him for a little bit <3 Ahh. the loop holes. I hate this place.

3 days ago

eyymicheellee asked: hey i miss you! :) We should hang out soon!

:O michelle. I havent been on tumblr in foreever. But hiii and your tumblr pic is cute

5 days ago

My other half.

We have been through some rough times, A lot of bullshit and lets not forget the tears. Why did i stay through it all? Even i cannot answer. Yes there are many times the thought of leaving surfaced and yes i did make it happen… but not long after till we became one again. Dear alfa (a.k.a Bullet) how things have turned for the better. I know i am the apple to your eye and you were scared to show it in fear of being hurt again… but i will not dissapoint. Everyone may be against you but they do not understand the love you hold. My best friend hated you up until she saw the real you. Now she accepts and is willing to fight for us to be together. She cheers us on <3 today you suprised me by coming into work and it lit my day up. And kamber drove me to see you <3 i am the luckies to have you and her in my life. You two are the only things that are important and want to have for as long as possible (besides my family derr( i love you both <3

1 week ago

I have a friend..

Who is very dear to me, we have become so close in a short amount of time. This friendship is different from the others, its pure and genuine. There is no destruction, no envy, its honest and open. We are so alike yet so very different and we help eachother for the better <3 without her i dont know if certain things would be possible. Id probably be stuck. This is the one who i know will have my back.. and front… and sides.

Thank you kamber :] If only you knew…

1 week ago